Lullaby

Yesterday I wrote a blog about missing Turlock...
And how I miss people,... and how Im not happy...
And the last think I remember thinking before finally falling alseep lastnight was how lucky I am to have a boyfriend who will put up with all my drama, all my sadness, and the fact that I miss California so much.
Sometimes I wonder what goes through your mind when im upset, or crying.
I seem to always have so much feelings, I complain about so much,...
And than when something happens to you, well, you either yell,... and then it seems like you dont want to talk about it at all.
Well, when im crying, I dont want to talk about it,.... but I do tend to just want to cling onto you and let it all out without a word


Why you love me so much is beyond me....

singing

wow,..... so im like comfortable singing around you now.... not just singing under my breath.... but yay, way to go you....
eventhough you kinda laughed when i started singing that one song....
now all you have to wait for is for me to start singing crazy and weird and stuff,.... thats when Im like pretty much almost 100% comfortable around you...
Im already pretty much there, but once I can start acting crazy, thats like, your plus :]

Hello there

Im very tired, and wanting to take a nap before class...
Im really hoping that you can get the car fixed,.... but if not, please dont get toooo stressed out. It makes me sad when your all angry, and I just want to pull you out from under the car and just cling onto you.

anyways I love you babe.....