Lullaby

Yesterday I wrote a blog about missing Turlock...
And how I miss people,... and how Im not happy...
And the last think I remember thinking before finally falling alseep lastnight was how lucky I am to have a boyfriend who will put up with all my drama, all my sadness, and the fact that I miss California so much.
Sometimes I wonder what goes through your mind when im upset, or crying.
I seem to always have so much feelings, I complain about so much,...
And than when something happens to you, well, you either yell,... and then it seems like you dont want to talk about it at all.
Well, when im crying, I dont want to talk about it,.... but I do tend to just want to cling onto you and let it all out without a word


Why you love me so much is beyond me....