Halloween

Its scary to see on your page that just a few days before Halloween you seemed so in love with me....
just a few weeks ago...
And that one bad night,... than the next night, than the night after that...
Do you ever think that if those nights never happened...
we would have never gotten stressed out?
And pissed off?
And that we wouldnt have taken it out on each other?
And that we would still be together?
Do you think that Halloween did this to us?

I love you

at 196 days... and it ended ='(

I Wish...

I know you dont even read these anymore...
I wish you did.
I wish you cared about what I still have to say...
I wish I could tell you things, but im afraid.
Im afraid to tell you anything because Im afraid it might make you angry.
Im afraid it might make you angry and start a fight.
and Im afraid Im going to loose you.
I guess Im just going to have to wait till we're strong again
because I am trying my best
I am trying with all that I have to fix things.
I love you babe
Im sorry Im such a mess up =[
I cant stop thinking about how close we used to be =]
I love you,
Krystalle