I Wish...

I know you dont even read these anymore...
I wish you did.
I wish you cared about what I still have to say...
I wish I could tell you things, but im afraid.
Im afraid to tell you anything because Im afraid it might make you angry.
Im afraid it might make you angry and start a fight.
and Im afraid Im going to loose you.
I guess Im just going to have to wait till we're strong again
because I am trying my best
I am trying with all that I have to fix things.
I love you babe
Im sorry Im such a mess up =[
I cant stop thinking about how close we used to be =]
I love you,
Krystalle