Happy New Years

Im glad we're not fighting anymore....
I hope I get to see you on the 6th.... its on a Thursday tho =/
Also, I got my gift.... I hope maybe one day you can help me set it up and such...
You know how I dont like reading instructions.
idk why, but I feel like just talking about random stuff..... so this is probably gonna be like a weird blog to you.... or you may notice that thats how my first blogs used to be, before drama started happening.


idk why, but I feel kinda sick-ish. I shouldnt though. maybe its because I havnt had enough sleep again... The night before, I had about 4 hours of sleep.... than I woke up at 6am today....
my cat kept me up. ugh! idk if he just wanted lots of attention cause I havnt been around for a long time or something.

Well tonight is new years eve... Im sure you've got SOMETHING planned. If you do, I hope you have fun =]
Im gonna do what I do every year =p
nothing.
I have celebrated new years when I was young....
The Filipino tradition is to leave coins all over the house for good luck...
and I can remember my mom used to get so many fruits [12].... Its also a Filipino tradition to have dinner at the table... and the fruits can only be round....
analogy is round = coins = money. and it should be twelve fruits so that the blessings and good fortune will last the whole year (12 = months in one year)
I miss my mom. She was fun.

I went to church wednesday night... and this guy brought in bags and bags of persimmons.... they are fruits... my mom used to eat them all the time. I havnt had one since my mom passed away. In fact, now that I think about it, I havnt eaten a lot of things my mom used to eat since she passed.

I was going to have a persimmon thursday morning before I left, but after the event from the night, I wasnt really in the mood to eat anything at all. I mean, we went to mc donalds, and all I had was a hash brown lol

I got more chocolates..... UGH! I just remembered my dad waking me up this morning asking if I wanted anything from the store... I should have asked for powerdered sugar to make you more candy.... I totally forgot. Did you even want more candy? The ones I made at my grandparents house were sooo much more better =]
My grandpa wanted me to give some to the neighbors, but I told him they were for the family for christmas eve and christmas.... he got mad once I finished because he was all like 'for the family? you made enough for the whole city!'
yea..... the candy was gone before christmas eve night was even over lol

so yea, did you still want me to make you some candy?

Oh, I was kinda wondering if you could go to the store with me one day to go pick something out cause I wouldnt know what to look for. Its for myself, but yea. You dont have to if you dont want. we're on a break, I know, and understand, but was just wondering if you could go with me.


So I guess my dad said something about looking for classes for me for that nursing stuff... I think im excited?

You know, Im surprised you still read my things....
or read my VF journals.
I dont think anyone really got the point of that journal.
idk if you have or not... probably not tho.
but it still made me happy when you told me you read it.


I wanna make cookies right now x.x
I got fat from christmas.... my grandpa nags and nags if I dont eat breakfast or lunch....
and than he made eggs with bell pepers... and I told him I didnt like bell pepers... yea... wasnt a good idea.
I swear, its only me and my dad that he hates.
I know he dislikes his other granddaughters too, but atleast he doesnt bitch at them.
they are all oh so fucking rich! their house is a normal rich persons house, not like a mansion or anything, but they were all wearing the newest boots, and all the rich peoples clothes....
they had one of those fancy k-cups coffee things... and got my grandpa one for christmas...
and my grandma a sweater lol.
she was all like 'yup, you can tell they love him more than me'
But this time around, my grandpa wasnt that bad.
He kept saying 'you'll find a guy... dont worry about jared' and than he would say 'I thought you were dating' and then he'd go 'i thought you were single' and I hadnt even mentioned you to him. [to my grandma, yes... and if Im talking about drama stuff, she wouldnt tell him anything]
My grandpa is getting old...

I told my grandma about you and the whole prison thing. Shes not a judgmental person at all. She is always super nice.


ANYWAYS! I think im typing too much, so I think im gonna stop here, even though I still wanna keep typing lol =p
Happy new years.

-Mouse