its been a while...

Its been a while since we let each other know that we miss, and love each other....
And its been a while since I've cried because I was missing you....
I guess it was all the movies i've watched today....
and it seemed like I last talked to you today, leaving on bad terms...
And I was looking at some friend's pictures....
and my other friend was telling me how great her bf is, and how he HATES knowing she cries and such...
It just sucks feeling like no one cares about you...
or not having friends who really know you well...
like D.... he knows me well....
but I think Alayna told him something.... cause I asked her to tell him to call me and she got all pissy and stuff....
I just feel alone....
I hate missing you. =/
And I hate being alone..... not just feeling alone, but actually being alone.




A few nights ago I had a dream you told me you were having sex with Krystal....
And it was like you just told me and didnt have a care in the world of how it made me feel....
You were glad to get rid of me.
I havnt been telling you a lot of things because I feel like you no longer really care about anything.... but at the same time I know you worry...