Home Sweet Home?

Im afraid to go home now...
Because all that is running through my head is your 'plan' to break up with me...
And I think your still going to do it...
And thats going to be my 'welcome home' from you...

Im afraid to go home....
Im afraid your just going to blow up, because you 'think' I say 'it has to be my way' when I never said that...
I think your not going to give me a chance...
And just assume, assume, assume.

I no longer want to see Derek, because thats what you told me, when thats never what I had intended to say...
And he told you to wait till I suffer, so you can be the one with the control...
And you listened.

I love you, and Im not afraid to love you...
Im afraid your going to hurt me.
Im afraid you think everything I say is 'my way, my way' when those were never the words.
Im afraid to put myself through everything....
I dont want to loose you
ever

But all those things you said, all your plans, all your friend's words to just leave me, make me suffer, wait till I break...
Im afraid to go home.