girlfriends

Im not used to my bf's best friends being girls.... even though you spend most of your time with me, it really shouldnt matter....
but I've never had a bf that goes around telling other girls that he loves them....
even if its in a sister and brotherly way.... not that you guys are sisters and brothers or even if you are...
for example, me and Juan call each other 'brother' and 'sister' all the time.... so you already know thats how we are... and once in a blue moon we'll say we love each other, but again, we usually say 'I love you little BROTHER' not just... I love you.

if you were my bf back than in california, yes,.... [like you] I would ditch you to go hang out with Damien... But thats because he has personal problems, and is a depressed person, and me and him talk about poetry, and I try and help him solve his problems....

I dont care that you went to the rave...
but when I sat in my dad's car, watching you two just talk, and than.... ok, you like didnt talk to me at ALL when you were with her except for in the room, which you decided to harass me, and embarrass me infront of her.

either there is something wrong with your friends, or there is something wrong with the people of colorado... which I think its the people of colorado...
because when I get introduced to my bf's friends in california,.... they seem to talk to me, they seem to know how to keep me in the group.... and well the people seem to know how to too!

you like didnt talk to me at ALL in the car on the way there... made me feel like.... all you wanted to do was get to the rave asap and ditch me... just not really that way but kinda

Im not jealous,... Im left out.... Im not just left out, im not used to being the third wheel around my bf...