You Lost... Bye

Heres your last blog...
commenting on my pictures, and status was a bad idea Jared...
You should have told me you cheated on me a long ass time ago....
I knew I was just a back-up till you found someone else...
And that someone else was Jena...
Thanks for using me.
You never cared, dont lie...
Your just trying to look good for Jena... but your a fucking horrible person Jared...
I may not know you anymore, but I know your fucking games.


You didnt win....
I dont care what of mine you have, but I dont want you to have it, because I dont want you to t hink you won.... because you didnt.
Is breaking a girl's heart winning?
You broke my heart, broke my spirit...
Is that honestly something you can be proud about?

Like talking with Ronnie...
Any hint of their depression, you hit it, and you hit it hard....
You told me 'I hit their weakness'
So you said that his what, 5 month old baby was a bastard... and his girl had every right to him away from Ronnie? Ronnie broke up with the girl, not the other way around.

Yes, you will always be on my mind.... Yes, I will still love you... Yes, I care if your alright, but really, I dont give a shit about anything else. I dont want you in my life again.
You knew me for just a short while...
After I really fell for you, I suddenly became afraid to loose you...
You should never be afraid to loose someone...
So I became attached, and became stressed, depressed, scared....
I wasnt myself...
So honestly, you only really knew me a short time.
But atleast I tried.
Just sucks I loved a total asshole more than I have loved anyone else.

But yea... dont think you won... because there is nothing to be proud about breaking someone's heart.... or breaking someone's spirit, hopes, dreams...