Lullaby

Yesterday I wrote a blog about missing Turlock...
And how I miss people,... and how Im not happy...
And the last think I remember thinking before finally falling alseep lastnight was how lucky I am to have a boyfriend who will put up with all my drama, all my sadness, and the fact that I miss California so much.
Sometimes I wonder what goes through your mind when im upset, or crying.
I seem to always have so much feelings, I complain about so much,...
And than when something happens to you, well, you either yell,... and then it seems like you dont want to talk about it at all.
Well, when im crying, I dont want to talk about it,.... but I do tend to just want to cling onto you and let it all out without a word


Why you love me so much is beyond me....

singing

wow,..... so im like comfortable singing around you now.... not just singing under my breath.... but yay, way to go you....
eventhough you kinda laughed when i started singing that one song....
now all you have to wait for is for me to start singing crazy and weird and stuff,.... thats when Im like pretty much almost 100% comfortable around you...
Im already pretty much there, but once I can start acting crazy, thats like, your plus :]

Hello there

Im very tired, and wanting to take a nap before class...
Im really hoping that you can get the car fixed,.... but if not, please dont get toooo stressed out. It makes me sad when your all angry, and I just want to pull you out from under the car and just cling onto you.

anyways I love you babe.....

pictures!!!

ok, so I didnt know what to post.... so ima just do this :]
sorry for the HUGE pictures..... idk what exactly I was doing... but here you go :]
and as you can tell, I didnt post any of me jess and ronnie, cause you've probably already seen them all on myspace and fb
for all the super huge pictures, please just 'click' on them




I miss my punk friends









we always... ALWAYS hung out at my house when I lived with my aunt... idk why... everyone loved my mom... maybe thats why lol







this is clair... she is now preggo



[wow, you just said you were waiting for me to run after you..... yet again.... you make me feel like shit. I feel like crying now...... ]







this is how 'emo' I was



my great grandma's farm


my grandma's bathroom

and I think that shirt says 'i <3 skater boys'



she looks like a boy now.... and it sucks seeing her like that now





remember I told you about a girl named cynthia? and how she was with her boy for 3 years.... than they broke up? this is how close of friends we used to be





I was like... 17?


I LOVE this picture I took of my cousins :]


thats robbi, ricky, and karrisa [sp]
robby is in high school now,... ricky was molested by a family friend, and karrisa is a spoiled brat!!! who now has a little sister named theta

this is Theta now:


she is super cute!!!



this is karrisa when she was sweet and cute too lol

and this is theta when she was a baby



yay for trying to be a sexy 17 year old....
dude, I like, have the same body still










Jessika cinthia, me, Bree'Aunna [who is now preggo too] and jessika and bree are twins



Derrick and Ryan








Hawaii.... visiting, and visiting Michelle



The big pink... PINK hospital in Hawaii that I was born in




Michelle.... who is also preggo








Abby... she used to be another one of my best friends











age 17...


Me and bree













see how old my clothes are?







my boobs look big xD











that josh dude, the one I said 'oh that guy looks like this kid I went to school with' when we were at the fair

















KCCC!!! I loved KC sooo much.... I have not talked to her for years and years though =[







abby trying to get in the back of Derrick's car, or getting out of derricks car













love the juice


Everyone... I mean EVERYONE called me Bridget.... most people thought that that was my real name






holloween



and of course im a Pirate... idk where that shirt is


me and a different Michelle






I was like 14... uuuugly!!!!



BABY MUGGLE







him when he was SUPER young, with his lil sisters and brothers








Kevin


Taz Dove older brother of Duaine Dove












me and josh

josh m, josh m, and Duaine :] yes,.... the joshes are confusing








IDK and Annistasia [sp] and yes, he was named IDK










donnie





my mom's wedding dress





Donnie & Derrick [before the drama] and Dannie [hes gay ^-^]


it looks like shes lifting me up huh?






duaine and donnie




that stupid stick bitch





me and kevin







MY MOMMY!!!








The only v-day that I have ever been taken out... I was like 16 or 17








nick





me and kristel





me and bold headed alexis >.>




dom... [he is somewhere up top too]


my bday one year
























I miss you soooo much babe