-sigh-

Last night I did kinda feel totally.... 100% unloved
And today..... idk... me chip and andrew were getting along pretty good....
I dont have much to say..... except that lastnight kinda hurt me.
So today I thought of some pretty stupid shit....

and today I kinda got.... really got upset with Jared.... thought i cought him in a lie.... but it was kinda just a misunderstanding. So I feel horrible....

anyways.... work,.... tomorrow.... I might pass....
IDK!!!
but seriously.... as soon as I get classes.... get the hair for the dreads..... right there i'll be busy.... plus soon running/putting a shop together,... I might even start it online, but idk.... ebay is lame, and andrew isnt really helping with the online thing.... trying to maintain a relationship with Jared,.... yo, i've been way too busy to fit in a photoshoot.....
I dont see how I can have this job, or any other than making / selling dreads

right now my internet sucks ass, and its pissing me off....

I miss Jared..... and have no clue when I get to see him next....

I was hoping for a schedule from work so I can have some models come over and model in my dreads so I'd have pictures to post online =[

idk,... help me.... what do you think I should do?