What a pretty day after a storm... [small storm at that]
I was going to post 'hear me now' by framing hanley but I didnt like the music video...
but I LOVE this music video...omg, I was so addicted to singing it, and watching it over and over and over lol
anyways, yea, so its pretty outside, but I look like shit so im not gonna go take pictures
its been lonely in my house lately, even with the boys here... Im missing something, and idk what. or maybe its the stress of trying to get everything done... or maybe its the messy room.... when my room is messy, that means im lazy,... if im lazy, it means something is wrong....
I just feel like I never have enough time for anything. I need to make the time.
anyways, I was supposed to work out today.... I need to... but I need to finish everything else! arg
Im so hating my body, like no joke.... I feel sooooo fat and its pissing me off. I need to work out, or go for a walk everyday for like, 3 hours....
but when the boys leave, i'll go back to doing sit ups everyday, and working out in the house, cause seriously, the only thing at the small gym at the office is a running thing... and I fucking hate running with like, my life
I cant wait till I get my shop up... and once I find out that it starts going well, than ima get more tattoos.....
Im sorta thinking of giving up on modeling.... I've been feeling HELLA ugly lately, and only I can bring myself out of the insecurity... I dont care if like 1000 people tell me Im sexy, or want to have sex with me, or whatever... I'll still feel pretty fucking ugly.
I really want to get a new camera.... I REALLY wanna take/make videos... like a music video.... or something way cool.....
I sorta hope I get to show Jared a few hours of the video I took in turlock, but they are just home made videos... nothing special, except the beginning and the end.....
I was watching some music videos... omg, I wish I could be in a music video, that'd be like super fun.
[not posting on myspace]
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
hahaaaa.... nooooo
What woke you up this morning?
a text from Jesse
Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
um.... honestly.... idk.... my dad? or ronnie? a long time ago
Did you have an exciting plans coming up?
seeing Jared tomorrow, paying for my class tonight, yes, this should be exciting, um... drivers test on the 1st... I hope I pass and dont do something stupid.... oh, and good ol dentist on friday o.o
What do you spend most of your money on?
bus.......
Has anyone seen you in your underwear this past month?
I dont think so
Ever been called babe?
:]
Does seeing couples in love make you mad?
nope, but i hate seeing people make out a whole heck of a lot
Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
very much so!!
What was on your mind mostly today?
Jared, and yea, editing pictures
Where are you right now?
in my bed
Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
yea
If your ex said they hated you, what would you say?
fine, whatever....
Is it hard to make you laugh?
depends who you are
So, your name is?
Bat Girl :]
Has anyone touched/ smacked/ squeezed your ass in the past week?
lol xD yes
In the next 48 hours will you kiss anyone?
:]
Has anyone told you they don't want to ever lose you?
=/ once upon a time
Have any interesting conversations lately?
current status with Jesse lol
Do you have good vision?
mhm
If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
not unless your Jared
Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend / girlfriend every week?
no o.O
Meet any new people this year?
yup ^-^
Do you have a facial expression you seem to pull a lot? What is it?
the 'uh.... er..... ' and the 'wtf are you talking about' and the 'omfg!!! im going to fucking KILL YOU YOU FUCKING ASS!!' :]
Do you prefer things (Movies, books, etc) that scare you or make you laugh?
depends on my mood... mostly scare, but horror movies suck these days
Have you ever rubbed your eyes so much you couldn't see for a while?
idk
Do you like people more or less when they have similar tastes to you? Why?
similar.... and cause.... its a little more fun like that? no offense.... but USUALLY when your hanging out with someone and have nothing in common, it gets a little boring
Were you born with naturally straight teeth?
I was born with no teeth
Do you quote movies often? Any ones in particular?
not really.... I will with a few, but otherwise it gets kinda lame after a while
If you had to make a superhero secret base somewhere, where would it go?
fox grove :]
Do you prefer original or sour Skittles?
neither. but original
What about chocolate or peanut M&M's?
I hate peanuts in my food... sorry i dont like nuts in my mouth
Do you check to make sure your ear phones are going in the right ear?
no, cause I actually do it the opposite, or it kinda hurts, and i'll just put it in, and if I dont like the feeling, i'll switch it
What pattern was on the last pair of socks you wore?
they were jus black
Would you rather have a big house or a big garden?
o.o big garden if I had someone to take care of it....... or big house if I had cool awesome friends living there,... who were CLEAN!!!! and clean their shit, including their rooms
Does any part of you itch right now?
yes
What time is it right now?
12:44 pm
What colour are your eyes? Do you like them?
brown, or hazel, and no I dont!
Do you ever wear shoes even though they hurt your feet?
mhm. what girl doesnt?
Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
derrick
What were you doing at 12 o'clock last night?
probably sleeping
Was the last person you texted under 18?
22
Would you be shocked if the last person you kissed texted you right now?
mmm... yes and no? he is skating to the store
Pretending to "never get the text" from someone who annoys you. Is that you?
mmm... no
I laugh at my own funny text before I send it, do you?
lol yes
Do you see someone your best friend hates and say, "There's your best friend!"
no.... but my dad does stuff like that
Last awkward moment?
er......
Do any of your friends dislike each other?
hahaaaaa like, all of turlock
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
im pretty sure of it
do I think anybody has STRONG feelings?
for me? or in general?
How do you know?
idk, he tells me all the time that he cares
You're single, right?
no
Do you prefer being called your actual name or a nick name.
i'd like to have an actual nick name that doesnt sound like a fricken super hero's name
Do you miss anyone?
yesh
Do you get distracted easily?
o.o yeesss
Did you have a good childhood?
till I was like 12 yes
What bothers you more, when people lie or when people complain?
complain,.... but lie too but you have to find out the lie first before it bothers you, and people who complain usually do it 247
Is there someone you want to fix things with?
yes
What did you do yesterday?
nothing but work on lots of shit =[
Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
yea
Who knows your biggest secrets?
me, myself, and I
Are you wasting your time on someone?
I hope not
Are you a morning person or a night person?
both
Are all guys players and cheaters?
most.
What color shirt were you wearing during your last kiss?
er............ um..... oh my purple thingy
Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
yes.
What's most important in a relationship: honesty or trust?
well.... they are both kinda the same
Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
why would i hold someones hand that i didnt care about in some way? yes, he means a lot
Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
idk, my bff jill?
j/k
my dad
ok, I might post that later actually.
guess what? chip has a man date right now xD
j/k
idk what else to post.... my mind is going on a blank
btw, some pictures look the same,.... but the background is blurred out, so you might not be able to see the difference unless you look at them side by side
my dad totally just got a package, and it was all messed up and weird shaped, and I was totally hoping it was my stuff from bass =[
this reminded me of turlock
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